#gives me so much satisfaction

[stabbyfoxandrew]

Last night my father went on a drunken rampage and yelled at Jess and me for 20 minutes.

He told us it was our fault Rascal died, that we burned him to death, that we didn't really love him.

Then he came back and tried to apologize and hug me. I told him not to. To leave me alone. Then the crocodile tears went away and he got angry again! Surprise, surprise.

Anyway, does anyone have a single fucking clue of where I could get a job online? We have to get out of here before I kill myself.

[the-kingshound]

Entertain me for a moment: how did you feel when there was the Bedivere reveal? Because none of it was planned originally, it just kinda happened and it is honestly one of my favourite thing of the demo.

Let me walk you through my irl reaction.

Seeing them in the yard: *dramatic gasp* HOLY FUCKING SHIT 😨

In the hallway right after that: oh fuck, oh shit 😰

Bedivere telling Arthur: oooooooooooohhh shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit 😶

MC telling Saraah: well I was bawling my eyes out at this moment so this emoji 😭 is appropriate

So basically I was not expecting it at all :D lol

Aww this was exactly what I was hoping for❤

[zorosdimples]

knowing i should take a step back from tumblr for my own wellbeing vs. being emotionally attached to this app and the people on it

[frogfemur]

when falin does that tap-tap-tapping with her dragon claw

clap if you agree

[rking200]

And here we are, at the final Sunday! ('The Final Countdown' blares in the background) Jokes aside, I hope this last chapter doesn't disappoint as the conclusion to this wild ride. It's been a wonderful time, and while I'm sad to see the fic finished it's nice to have something like this finished. I never thought I would be able to write something this long, this involved, and yet here it is sitting every-so-calmly on my AO3 <3 Thank you for everyone who's been keeping up this entire time, and welcome to anyone who was waiting for it to be completed in order to dive in. An especially big thank you to @dbh-bb and @connor-sent-by-cyberlife, as the event and collab partner that made this all possible. For some reason, Tumblr won't let me put this link in all fancy-like, so please excuse the boring link below ; ~;

https://archiveofourown.org/works/58781611/chapters/158487766

The Red Room (162392 words) by rking200 Chapters: 18/18 Fandom: Detroit: Become Human (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Hank Anderson/Connor Characters: Hank Anderson, Connor (Detroit: Become Human), Original Chloe | RT600, Markus (Detroit: Become Human), Elijah Kamski Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Human, Stalking, Vomiting, Suicidal Thoughts, Top Hank Anderson, Bottom Connor (Detroit: Become Human), Connor is a Mess (Detroit: Become Human), Hank Anderson is Bad at Feelings, Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Missing Persons, Abduction, Manipulation, Death Threats, Mental Health Issues, Zlatko didn't do it, POV Alternating, Slow Burn, Sex at some point Summary: Connor Stern is a law school dropout who dreams of making it big in the music industry. He manages to get into a special apprenticeship program with the musical genius Elijah Kamski and, despite working two jobs and struggling to stay afloat, feels like his dream is finally within his grasp. When Hank Anderson stumbles into the lounge Connor performs at, The Red Room, he becomes entranced with him. As Hank falls in love with Connor's voice, he ends up entangled with conflicting emotions and delicate situations. Slowly, his nights are filled with Connor's songs and his closeness, even if he feels he doesn't deserve it. They reach several roadblocks along the way of getting closer, some more dangerous than others. A collaboration written alongside Connor-sent-by-Cyberlife for the Reverse Big Bang 2024, told with a POV alternating between Hank and Connor. Chapters added weekly.

[napping-sapphic]

I'm a transfem and really scared.... I just wanna feel safe and secure and small but I'm scared of all of it. mostly my hormones, because without it things won't go well for me :(

Oh yall are breaking my heart, like actually really truly fully breaking it

Please don’t stess yourself too much right now, don’t over consume the news right now or get trapped in all of the negativity. Don’t get lost in panic. I know, I KNOW everyone’s on edge and scared of where the world is and how much bad is happening everywhere but I promise you - I PROMISE you that we can get through it. No matter what happens you are you and no one, no matter how loud they can be, can take that away. Like the world can be as loud as it wants and get as bad as it pleases and it may be hard sometimes but it will never be able to take away all of the people who are rooting for each other.

Take a deep breath, calm yourself down. You’re still here and you’re okay and you have people on your side. I’m here on your side too and that won’t ever change.

[angorwhosebabyisthis]

i found this lore entry recently and have not stopped thinking about it since. it is HYSTERICALLY funny to me that fandaniel's villain origin story was just being a fuckin boomer

One of few great minds in a land that had seen the slow, yet steady numbing of its people's intelligence, Amon long lamented the sorry state of Allag , concentrating his early scientific efforts on developing medicines to increase mental capacity . He soon realized that it was not knowledge that the Allagans lacked. If anything, they had too much. What his people lacked was a leader. With a renewed sense of focus, Amon shifted his studies to the field of vivimancy, and soon was conducting experiments on his own flesh in order to attain his final goal - the resurrection of Xande the First.

— Encylopaedia Eorzea Volume I, p. 25

[elegyofthemoon]

ok but do i want to actually sit and read through all the clockie animation stuff so i have better foundation for what i want to say? i guess

[invinciblerodent]

(oh, i should not be trying to playfully weigh in on a "who's your LEAST favorite companion?" post, it starts off lighthearted and then it makes me go on my Fenris-rant again)

[fenhonig]

hey can we stop dehumanizing people who have done bad things? like is that a thing we can collectively stop doing? i genuinely do not give a fuck how terrible someone is, treating ANYONE as subhuman or undeserving of life is immoral and disgusting.

and while im thinking of it, can we also stop labeling anyone who does something wrong on the internet as a sociopath or psychopath? can we stop applying labels that stigmatize and demonize mental disorders? can we stop acting like people with certain disorders or symptoms are evil and disgusting? like if you're someone who claims to be positive towards mental health and the mentally ill but still think people with NPD, ASPD, etc. are evil and morally wrong for having those disorders you're being ableist.

the way people treat individuals with ANY disorder that can have symptoms that are "scary" or "gross" is downright terrible. dissociative disorders and disorders that cause psychosis are constantly painted as scary or evil or inherently dangerous. cluster B disorders get treated in a very similar way. this demonization of mental disorders and dehumanization of the mentally ill has been perpetuated over and over and over and over again by people being either unknowingly or purposely ableist and by media like youtube where every single creator who does something wrong is labeled a narcissist or a psychopath or a sociopath or having no empathy or emotionless

it is RIDICULOUS to me that so many people just cannot seem to comprehend that people with disorders are PEOPLE. that people who do bad things are PEOPLE. people who have disorders and do bad things are PEOPLE. treating the mentally ill like animals and treating people who do immoral things like demons gets us literally nowhere. all it does is hurt people, whether they be innocent or not.

and dont even fucking start with the "well people who arent innocent deserve it" bullshit because THAT DOESNT MATTER. i do not give a FUCK if someone "had it coming" or whatever, because guess what???? i think hurting people is a bad thing!! we SHOULD expect accountability from those who have harmed others, but harming someone back isnt doing that! you cant tell someone to take accountability for the stones they threw when you're throwing stones back! you CANNOT expect someone getting attacked and barraged from all sides to just put their hands up and take it, that isnt how this works and is honestly a TERRIBLE thing to encourage.

i understand that people can be vindictive and cruel and unwilling to change their behavior but just doing the same thing back, just being vindictive and hateful back to them, it doesnt fix anything. treating someone terribly because they did the same thing doesnt fix anything. all it does is create more people who have been hurt. it will never, and i mean NEVER, be justified to do cruel things to another person. there isnt a thing on this earth that will convince me that violence and revenge is a reasonable response to "crimes" that pretty much everyone has committed. being a bad friend or partner, being shitty to someone, harming others, literally none of it is fixed by doing it back.

instead of punishment and dehumanization and ableism and discrimination of any variety, just condemn their actions or block them or report them or anything that isn't just throwing a bigger stone.

[bisexualdinahlance]

Obviously the comic has been over for a hot second that does not stop my frustration at how hard it can be to find Pimm's fic that isn't pre canon or pbj 😭 I want my boys adults and happy together is that too much to ask

[nectarinebat]

Been doing real fucking bad and I'm So sick of it. When will it end

[trollbreak]

Hey what if I was comparing them to animals again what then

[chronicowboy]

i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write i want to write

[skuntank]

god whenever they get around to making xy remakes, i really really really hope they take their time with making those games. please for the love of god let those games shine in the way the original xy didnt. it is legit so stupid how forgettable xy is overall because you can TASTE how much potential those games could have had and so much of it fell flat. please please PLEASE give remakes of those games the spice they deserve

[forgotten-daydreamer]

alright, i'm done with hw for tomorrow (it's a holiday but i still got class... morning class...) and despite the fact that i dissociated hard earier today (fought against it, lost) which left me exhausted, and the fact that i've just had a beer on an empty stomach, i still feel like i've got a couple of more hours of energy before collapsing so!!!! back to writing!!!!